giselle secret haven

2006-12-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

oh boy oh boy im superr dubberly addicted to world of warcraft.
its just so addictive
its so fun man.. i think im quite a game junkie
haha since young no thanks to my dad and two bros
who introduced me to games
but wow has definitely been one of my favourite game
thanks to someone(ahem) who has been helping me quite a fair bit as well.
so far in my wow account i have mage(magician) hunter(with my pet wolf) and now
tada druid cools man..
as soon as i get my laptop the first thing im gonna do is install the game.
oh boy oh boy this is gonna be so exciting haha
i cant wait at all..
so many fun games there really isnt anything that will bore me after all.. =p

2006-11-29T09:29:00.000+08:00

been feeling so blessed this few days.
especially on my birthday lol
thanks for the gifts and affirmation
and the 2birthday cakes lol
man i receive so many msges from my colleagues to my church friends
and to those i havent heard for awhile.
its was heartwarming to know that they remembered my birthday
thanks GUYS, you all really made my day =)

hmm had barbeque with my family yesterday
it was fun
really enjoyed the bonding and the talks.
even though my brother came home abit late cause he gotta work(2nd round of bbq for me)
but i still enjoyed the laughter and crappiness heh
heh oh yeahs i bought almond to the vet for her 3rd vaccination which means
i can bring almond to walk walk around heh
so many people were commenting almond so small and adorable
first time bringing almond to walk was so fun
she looks so cuute and happy..
and oh iwent to vivocity and i must say..
its quite boring
its just like a replica of marina square plus the jostling crowd
mind you it was a weekday.
zzz double dosage of bored.
i was practically yawning my way through.(okay la maybe not so bad lol)
anyway gotta go do my work already =D laters!

2006-11-20T13:33:00.000+08:00

finally back to work heh
anyway the dinner and dance on friday at swissotel
was eh not bad i suppose
the food was alright. hehe
i dress up as an arabian dancer haha
it was cools
seen so many people parading around in their costumes
so sexyaye some of them heh

me and YY =D

me and clarence haha

and some friends woohoo

okay now back to normal heh =D

2006-11-13T08:59:00.000+08:00

stole from deborah's blog heh =X waa all the questions are so vague and ambigious

1. How old do you wish you were?
21 and stop there not too young and not too old

2. Where were you when 9.11 happened?
hmm not sure either outside or at home(duhh!)

3. What do you do when vending machines steal yourmoney?
hmm just rant alil and go off(bleah)

4. Do you count yourself kind?
ehh kind to animals can=D

5. If you had to get a tattoo,where would it be?
hmm guess the end of the spinal cord near the butt area heh

6. If you could be fluent in any otherlanguage,what would it be?
ehh french perhaps

7. Do you know your neighbours?
hmm acquaintances i guess dont really know them well

8. What do you consider a vacation?
relaxtation, freedom, no inhibitions, slack, relax, play, relax, explore, relax, happy woohoo

9. Do you follow your horoscope?
ehh just read for knowledge heh used to guess the stars signs are so cools =D

10. Are you touchy feely?
ehh depends on who la lol

11. Do you believe opposites attract?
attract at first then repel after that..

12. Dream job?
doing something i enjoy heh orr just keep signing papers haha(as a manager) lol

13. Favourite channels?
ehh depends on my mood and the show telecasted on that day. eh nickolodeon, discovery, mtv disney, axn, starworld, cartoonnetwork,hbo, animal channel local tv channels =D

14. Favourite place to go on weekends?
eh depends haha here there everywhere lol

15. Showers or baths?
heh depends too if i wanna bathe longer but shower is less hassle.

16. Do you paint your nails?
nahh..

17. Do you trust people easily?
ehh depends on who, but usually quite la..

18. What are you afraid of?
big time creepy crawlies esp cockroaches!!

19. Do you want kids?
eh not much desire for kids more for animals heh =D

20. Do you keep a handwritten journal?
haha tell me about it. when i was like primary sch haha ages ago.. lol
filled with deeep dark secrets ya wouldnt wanna know..

21. Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
when i see my pets or my close ones happy =D

22. Heavy or light sleeper?
ehh depends seems like light and heavy ha

23. Are you paranoid?
ehhh depends la..on what and who

24. Are you impatient?
ehh impatient on some stuffs patient on some stuffs in between lo.. heh

25. Who can you relate to?
ehh should be anyone ba.. depends on what i relate too.

26. How do you feel about inter-racial couples?
hmm okay as long as both love each other no difference

27. Have you been burned by love?
ehh i wouldnt use the word burn..

29. Whats your favourite pick-up line?
ehh no need pick up lines haha =p

30. Whats your main ring tone of your mobile?
either silent or vibrate..

31. What were you doing at midnight last night?
haha you are never gonna guess this was playing mahjong for fun haha

32. What did the last text of your cellphone say?
ehh lazy to check my hp

33. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my parents bed hehe with my mom

.34. What color shirt are you wearing?
whiteee

35. Most recent movie you watched?
eh quite long ago pirates of the caribbean 2 thinking of getting the dvd heh

36. Name 3 things you have on you all the time.
hp, wallet and watch!!

37. What colour are your best sheets?
eh never notice lol

38. How much cash do you have on your own now?
now eh abt 30 bucks yohoho

39. What is your favourite part of the chicken?
breast and thigh meat esp KFC! drools

40. Whats your favourite town/city?
hmm no idea heh havent been all the towns yet

41.What did you have for dinner last night?
eh normal rice and dishes =D home cooked food

42. Do you own A GUN?
noo duhh unless ya are a police.

43. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
haha married and still serving God with my pets and my family heh =D

44. Last thing you ate?
eh serene offered me marks and spencer digestive dark chocolates biscuit heh =D

46. Last thing that made you laugh?
haha when almony so cuute and twigs playing with almony so cutee my cat and dog =D

47. Worse injury you ever have?
ehh when i fall of the bicycle quite long ago i think on my knees etc

48. Whats your favourite candy?
eh mentos grape? not sure also lol

49. What song do want to be played at yourFuneral?
hmm chirpy songs most prob christian songs and some bon jovi songs ha!

2006-11-09T08:59:00.000+08:00

woah this week's been a really sleepy and tiring week for me
weird never felt so tired before.
anyway im taking leave tomorrow to rest hehe
cause i dont know why so tired so since sat gonna go jq birthday
so might as well just take leave and rest on friday
so i wont feel so exhausted.
ehh surprising i have additional leave accumulated from previous
contract hehe so erm yay!(ha!)
oh man my annual dinner and dance is coming next week friday
theme is arabian night hehe
ehh havent really got my (costume)yet..
hehe seehow lo..
hmm somehow i stumbled to this song by boa every heart
i feel its so nice, very sweet song
its originally sang in korean but they have an english version
which when translated(directly) kinda weird.
oh yah im so addicted to the channel 8 show(chalice fairy show)
haha cause of ahemmm so cuute ahha
anywayy the show quite funny
help to perk me up when im sleepy heh
i have many lunch kakis to lunch with woohoo (popular demand)
haha =pp
alright back to work..

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The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.

2006-11-08T09:00:00.000+08:00

oohh its wednesday
mid week woohoo.
just how fast can time flies.
its gonna be a blink of an eye before its christmas and new year.
speaking of which its quite difficult to find a venue(room or whatever sort)
for new year countdown that can accomodate till 12 midnight
hmm gonna keep a BIG eye out man..
its quite a sleepy week for me..
think cause of insufficient rest due to wakening up in intervals at night
for no reason(duhh!)
anyway was reading the book of daniel, realized that he's a powerful man
though i only read the beginning but am able to see that he
is really a person who sought after God's heart and always pray.
seek and you will receive.

anyway TODAY is MY BESTIE FRIEND BIRTHDAY!! hehe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ECCATHERINA =D
love you so much.
you have been an angel and a beautiful gorgeous bestie to me
i miss you sooo, get your butt back in singapore.
its so amazing that even though you are in new jersey for the past 3 years
we are still able to keep in close contact heh
imiss you so much, cant wait for you to come back to singapore this dec..
really so thankful for you always there for my incessant naggings, a confidante and
my bestie heh
may all your wishes and dreams come true alright
p/s and remember to bring back victorias secret stuffs for me lol =p

Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray
And it shines on you baby can’t you see
You’re the only one who can shine for me

dan2:21
he changes times and seasons, he sets up kings and deposes them
he gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning

2006-11-06T09:12:00.000+08:00

back to my office on a monday(bluees) morning heeh
waa feeling so sleepy haha
yesterday slept so late..
kept waking up in the middle of the night(dont know why)
hmm well celebrated chiewfang's birthday heh
in a funny way
we asked some brothers to prank call her..
heh but it was fun..
happy birthday chiewfang! =)
waa so many birthday are heading this month and the forthcoming month..
heh every wk have cake to eat haha =P

anyway was having shepherding with jq on sunday.
learn about more stuffs as well as what i wanna grow in..
hmm probably to be more selfless and to come out of my comfort zone.
im also so thankful for this special person in my life
always being there for me regardless of my temperaments.
knows me through in and out..
never giving up on me even when im insensitive, nonchalant about stuffs and indignant
thanks for the unconditional care and concern ya have showered.
im so thankful, i couldnt ask for me =D
im sure we will be able to face trials that lay ahead of us and
emerge victoriously..

finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
To think that you were always there
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you

Psalm 25:10
All the ways of the Lord are loving and faithful for those who keep the demands of his covenant.

2006-11-03T09:59:00.000+08:00

woohoo its friday lalala hehe
the last day of the working day as well as casual wear hehe
finally..hehe
ordered the ahem cheesecake with strawberry so recommended by my colleague(serene)
hmmcant wait to sink my teeth into it.. yummers hehe

anyway in my office made a few new friends(female) from other departments.
and one of them used to be from hope as well(backslided) ooh man
sucha coincidence..
heh and one of them know quite a number of chinese superstar(literally)
she wanna bring me out on a date with a singapore actor haha
ermm i turn down..(sorry im faithful to the one i like) haha =p
but she's cute and funny, can click well with her though we are different lingual

hmm anyway i managed to stop procrastinating(for a minute) to jog haha
so tired man yesterday and after jogging guess what
went to get macnuggets meal haha(waa irresistable french fries) haha
i've been craving for mac fries since God knows when.. heh
and my craving is greatly satisfied.. hee
heh my colleague(serene) recommended the ginger biscuits from marks and
spenser, not bad at all. interesting taste =D

anyway princess c my colleague(shawn) told me the grudge 2 is the stupiest show he
ever seen and ehh your prince(edison) only appear for awhile and he died
a horrible death ah.. dont be sad ah =p heh just to tell ya hehe

2006-11-02T09:04:00.000+08:00

yawwnns back to work with YAWNS haha
gotta keep myself awake.
hmm yesterday celebrated my youngest bro's birthday
hehe had steamboat bbq with my family at home
the foood is so delicious.
i think iam sucha FOOD LOVER!
yesterday kept waking up(no thanks to my bro still bbqing at 1am)
the aroma la.. haiyos.
wanna eat but my physical body sleepy(refuse to move out of my room)
ah so ponk back to sleep instead.
hmm realised that my hair is getting more unruly and unmanageable(arrgh)
no choice heh need more volume and longer to attain the big WAVES that
i wanna

look at the hairr haha oohh volumious hair bouncy curls heheh
waves and more waves woohooo

okay dokies my eye feeling abit pain from staring at the comp for sooo long
gotta go cleanse my eyes..

psalm 51:2
wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin

2006-11-01T09:04:00.000+08:00

heh wednesday now.. midweek hehe woohoo
feeling so sleeepy.. yawns.. bad hair day(zzz boo!)
yesterday went to celebrate governor-x and instant noodles kehan birthday
at nydc hehe
may i say that the mudpie and the icecream is ultra nicee!(yummy!!)
ate spaghetti hehe not bad but too tomato-y!
had a great time fellowship and laughing haha esp when clarence ng came later
cause was showing us how to touch his nose with his tongue effortless.
surprise.. betcha didnt know he can...(so do i)

anyway was thinking about lotsa things last night.
feel that when theres' girls around, there'll be bound to be gossips.
hmm not only in church but the world as well..
i dont think that is a good thing especially when we are christians..
cause i have heard of stories that due to gossips people backslided and leave church
its that bad!!
in my office as well in my prev department, there were quite abit of gossips and
politics going on but there's one particular person who usually didnt get involove
he's always neutral and dont participate in gossip talks..
i find that really awesome. cause its that easy to be influence..
hmm i plan to be neutral as well..
i also wonder is it harder to rebuke a fellow sister/brother or a worldly person..

as i interact more with people
i find that the world standards is really in contrast with God's values..
there's been countless number of worldly people who has asked me
"hmm why do y0u limit yourself to 1person. i believe ya have lotsa suitors
why not go and have fun"
whereas in the church
"You should not go in and out of relationship, no dating around(emotional baggage)
go for courtship that leads to marriage"
i so agree with the latter.
cause i believe you will reap what you sow.. if you save the best for this one person
it will be more fulfilling than you divide it among the many many..
sometimes i find the worldly standards quite absurb(maybe im quite conservative la)
i've dated before so i know how is it like when the relationship is just for fun(no commitment)
its crazy(i find) when my colleague told me he has a part time lover(mutual -.-)
that when he finds himself lonely(and possibly desperate) he would call on her!!???(what the)
nowadays there seems to be no more respect for one another(be it female or male) that they
make use of one another for their own benefit..(geez)
love in God'e eye is actually so simple why complicate it..

i miss my almony!!

psalm51:10 create in me a pure heart o God and renew a steadfast spirit within me

2006-10-30T09:02:00.000+08:00

monday already, i cant get enough of the weekends..
back to work..
actually i should be looking forward to work.. heh
it aint that tough..
my colleagues are all female(1 butch) in my department heh
and i can listen to songs and watch videos, surf internet(abit)
its like being at home lol
and i just( not long ago) made an amazing discovery..
my boss(big) is actually my aunt's husband second brother.
now what are the chances of that!!
man, God must be protecting me.. heh =D

ehh anyway i have pimples outbreak..
think ate too much junk food..
i realize that ever since i have been in this dept.
my colleagues have been feeding me with nice(yummy, delicious)
snacks haha its like erm. almost everyday there will be irresistable snacks
passing around.!!

oh yes yesterday praise and worship was awesome
especially the praise.
been quite long since i felt the praise was so fun and impactful(like tertiary)
cause usually the adults service will dwell on worship.
heh wfl was fun too. chiewfang is so funny hehe
but i enjoyed her teachings hehe
played abit of world of warcraft later heh been so long since i last
played wow.. not enough time (bad time management zzz must improve)
therefore im always stuck at level 17(now 18! yay!)
heh bumped into deborah and cindy on friday during my cg haha
its sucha coincidence cause earlier on we were chatting abt so
many things online(many many)
and it was so unexpected hehe it was great to see her again(lah) lol
we learn alot from each other and we came to realize something
i can NEVER be a counsellor lol
had lotsa fun with my cg and some of others(clarence tan, zhaowei and gerald)
who came and gave instant noodles kehan a surprise(thou he knows cause gaveaway by
an auntie in the cafe, boo!) lol
but nevertheless had lotsa fun hee

anyway progressing progressing progressing lol >< psalm 49:7-8 No man can redeem the life of another or give to God a ransom for him
the ransom for a life is costly, no payment is ever enough

2006-10-27T08:58:00.000+08:00

yawns feeling sleepy hehe
its 8plus in the morning.
hmm work's been pretty good.
finished the allocated work for me..
infact even before the stipulated time..heh
anyway was talking to my colleague abit..
she told me she read before the purpose driven life
but she feel she dont really understand.
therefore its just a book to her..
i told her because she (free thinker) has different values
from christian that could be why she feel that she dont really
understand whats written in the book.
the different perspective..
i remember i read the purpose driven life last year and i got so touched
over a poem that describes that God feels what we feel..words can't explain
the emotions i felt heh..

heh anyway today my company's gonna have a halloween celebration hehe
the celebration will start at 5 probably ending at 6pm heh but cools
there's gonna be fun and games.. hehe then after that gonna celebrate
mr kehan's birthday..
happy birthday bro.!! =) continue to grow in wisdom and statue and rise
up to be a careleader soon =D

hmm in addition when i was reading the lifelong relationship book.
realize that the world's dating and God's courtship are really different..
even christians also do dating which is not good(all over the world)
read abt the struggles that even pastor faces in their marriage life.
so christian marriage life also aint a bed of roses but we have God with us
i have very high standards( not looks, character) about the person i am gonna be in a courtship with that leads to marriage.. cause i dont wanna second best but the best, God's best for me..

It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see
You were always there beside me
This feeling's like no other
I want you to know
That I've never had someone
that knows me like you doThe way you do
And I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you

proverbs10: 22
the blessing of the Lord brings wealth and he adds no trouble in it

2006-10-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

went to suntann today with my bros heh
at hougang swimming complex.
we swam (abit) heh and float around most of the time.
and ahem i can float the best haha
saw quite a number of primary schools.
remininse of the times when we had our swimming lessons
in primary school...
heh oh attended a wedding dinner last night too..
had a sumptous dinner.
this is just about the fourth invitation to a wedding dinner for the past two months.

anyway now currently reading this book about God's plan for a lifelong relationship..
its really helpful heh..
its a informative book. i can pretty much find what i want and plan with God for a
convenanted relationship with my future husband.
heh i have a special someone in mind (so does he =D)
even though it is mutual but its not up to us to decide but GOD
im sure God will provide me the answers in time to come heh
but ultimately i have to grow more in my spiritual maturity as well..
not to concentrate on each other but on God.

Eph 6:18
And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

2006-10-21T11:11:00.000+08:00

yawns just woke up not long..
was in my cosy bed heh
yesterday was a fruitful day.
was one of my colleague's birthday and
another of my colleague brought her baby
to show us, she just gave birth recently.
he is so adorable..
hmm was wondering about the unpredictables of life and death..
cause darren grandma and my aunt husband father passed away one after another..
and yet a few of my colleagues are pregnant..
life and death are just but a thin line way from each other.
sometimes i do take for granted of so many things..
my family especially, i really wanna commit myself to
continue to sow on them cause they're so precious to me and GOD.
eventually i pray that we are able to serve GOD together.
dont ya think it will be just a joyous occasion to serve in harmony and
always encouraging each other..
sucha nice picture.. im gonna work towards that vision.. heh
ehh but too bad cant sow on animals heh
i have abt as many family members as my pets.
and i love my pets too heh

hmm gonna visit darren's grandma wake later heh
with my bro and joshua and maybe some nyp bros heh
its a christian wake. hehe never attended before..
gonna see how is it like.. heh
anticipating it.. hehe
almony rocks huggies

woohoo i love this song esp the video johnny depp and keira hehe =D
for you..
"The Right Kind Of Wrong"

I know all about, Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

It might be a mistake ,A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way when I'm in your arms
They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain

Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Baby you're the right kind of wrong

I should try to run but I just can't seem to '
Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep

I know all about, about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door S
ay my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong, I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong

weee

2006-10-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

hmm finally have time to reinstate my blog
though its in a new website and all..
hmm well life's been pretty good for me..
getting the hang of working life.
my working life's been pretty good too..
the bosses treat me not bad and my colleagues are pretty nice too.
my salary's good too heh..
enjoying life now haha

anyway thought of this person today..
i could just laugh at her stupidity, whether its jealousy, envy, bitterness or what not..
im sure God will judge..
go through romans 2:1 girl..
i despise people who claim to be christian who goes church
or who use "holy" words in their speech or whatever but when
they are by themselves they start to spew vulgarities and just words of condemning people.
whats the point of putting a good image in front to impress..
not trying to raise a controversy here..
ehh well just saying my own opinion.
obviously im not here to judge as well.
hmm ohwells.

anyway on a happier note..
im so thankful for this person who has gone thru UPS and downs with me..
never giving up on me so matter what..
whatever is it.. im gonna pray to God about us =)
im sure he has the best plan for the both of us.. hehe
cross my fingers hehehehe

alrighht time to head back to workies. heh
ehh the blog is still under constructions hahaa ciaos..